January 9, 2006

Today was the my first time back at school. It was hard leaving Ava for the first time in six weeks. I cried when i got out of the car to tell her bye. I was glad to see everyone again,but i just didn't want to leave her. Everyone was asking me all kinds of questions. I got mad beacuse the questions they were asking pissed me off beacuse it was none of their bisness. I enjoy being a mom. It was hard to get use to at first,but I got  use to it after a couple of days. People ask me why don't I just drop out of school. I tell them if I drop out of school then I can get a good job after high school to support my daughter. When you have a kid its a big responseabilty. I can't go out like everyone else can. Ava comes first then I come secound. I wouldn't trade it for anything. I might have to stay up all night without sleep then go to school,but its all worth it. Me and my sister are starting to become closer. We don't fight like we use to. I am just glad everything is working out right. I am closing for now.